Current comfort dramas.

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i believe in karma.

i believe that i have to go through all these awful things because i have done awful things to others.

i believe the only way for me to have a peaceful life is by forgive and forget.

but i can't do that.

i am selfish. i have an evil heart.

i know i need to take the first step.

but i don't want to.

i make my own life suck.

it is not anyone else's fault.

it is my own fault.