first semester, second year: choose your assignment members wisely.

i'm trying to write. but i'm distracted.


it's the time of the year again. study week. a study week that does not feel like a study week at all. more like, holiday. and it's that time of the year that i have so many things to write in this blog.


I'm at the end of my first semester of second year now. Every semester is a new lesson. (aka drama). This semester I learnt that, assignments might turn your friends to enemy, or turn yourself into a bad person. or maybe it just let the evil side of you to come out. i don't know.

I'm lucky I don't have friends in my class. I mean, I'm good with them. But I don't really have anyone I would always work with for any assignments. Now I'm glad. I'm thankful. Even though I was angry before, because I ended up with someone I dislike. Now I see that what I went through was not as bad as the others.

A lot of my classmates work with their own friends for assignments. Some are heaven, some are hell. Based on my observation, of course. They fight, but they can't hate each other outside of assignments because they're, friends. To be honest, I can't do that. That's why I'm so glad, I work with people who are not my friends. But then, I'm always lucky as I always get group members that are responsible and they take the assignments seriously. I'm thankful these people exist. And I'm thankful these people let me to be in their group. Honestly, I always feel that I am the most unhelpful person in any group assignment. Everyone is good at doing their job. They are all so creative, and smart. I am like, the most uncreative person in my class. So I feel really bad for these people I worked with. And I am so so thankful, these people never said that I am unhelpful to them. I am thankful they are willing to work with me even though they know that I am not like them. I am thankful, so thankful, for these people. This semester is another crazy ride. I can only hope for the best for next semester.

Kids, my advice to you is, if you want to find members for a group project or assignment, find someone cares about the assignment. Because if they care, they won't do the assignment half-heartedly. But if you are not in a position to choose your members, then you better check the final product before you submit it to your lecturer.

that's my humble advice. happy holidays.

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