everything's not right.

so many emotions.

i wanna type it all out.

i hate myself. i hate myself.

you are not always right.

you are not always right.

blame yourself, not everyone else.

i hate myself for thinking i'm always right. i hate myself for thinking i'm better than everyone else. i hate myself for blaming everyone else but me when things go wrong.


i realize today i am being a super selfish person.

i've always known that i'm selfish. but i guess it's getting worse.

and i hate people. i hate them for not doing things the way i want.

i am just like those people we badmouth about. i am becoming the person i don't wanna become.

i think people hate me too.




i don't like myself anymore. i want to leave this place so bad. i wanna go back. i don't wanna interact with anybody. i just want to be alone. is it impossible? can i quit everything? i believe in karma. i think it's karma. karma is after me.