i made it.

I made it.

I passed my driving test yesterday. I'm so fucking proud of myself. I finally got my driving license at the age of 22, where people around me mostly had theirs at the age of 17. I'm prouder because I got my license here, the place where most of my classmates thought it would be hard to get a license.

It's weird. I never thought I would be able to drive. I had always thought that I have driving anxiety. But now I think I'm just scared of being in a still car. I'm still scared, anxious, when I'm stopping. But when I start to drive, I don't feel as scared. Weird how I feel safer moving than stopping.

I'm so happy. I finally can drive for my father.