crush 101

I told myself, I'm fine not being in a relationship. Actually it's partly true. I'm used to be by myself. I'm comfortable with being alone, with being by myself. I said I don't mind if nobody falls in love with me.

And then I saw you.

I don't even know you. I don't even know your name. But I've seen you a few times. I wonder, if you notice me like I notice you? If you didn't notice, well.. I hope the universe hears me out. Please make him notice me. I feel that this is going to be another crush that I'll get over soon. But for now, the feelings are still there. So, I'll hold onto that little feelings.

I wish I was brave enough to make the first move.

Honestly, even just being friends would make me content. I know that I am not as pretty as other girls. I don't even have a nice personality. So I don't ask for much. I just want to be friends. But I don't think that's even possible. I'm a coward. I'll never make the first move for anything. I'm sad about that but I guess I gotta live with that. It's just how I am.

I'm leaving this here, hoping the universe hears me out. But if we're not meant to be, not even friends, then it's fine.