the end is near.

I'm doing what I'm not supposed to be doing again. [now playing]

2019. I honestly don't remember what happened during the first half of the year. But the second half of the year has been great. I went to three concerts. I got a part time job and have been working there for three months. Also went on a short trip with my uni friends. There were also fewer dramas in my uni life. It's not exactly stress-free but, it's better than the year before. 

Next week I'm gonna sit for my last exams in uni. Maybe that's why I am so lazy these days. My first paper is in four days and I didn't study a thing yet. 

I'm turning 24 next year. Crazy. I feel old. 

One thing I'm really looking forward to is to finish my internship and say goodbye to uni life. 

2020. I just want to enjoy life. Earn money and spend it on things I love. I will need to find a real job then. I'm scared. But excited at the same time. So many responsibilities. But I'll make sure 2020 will be my great year. I'll try. 

I'm feeling quite hopeful for 2020. But I won't expect too much.