Rich and powerful.

Some people are meant to be strangers you only met once.

Today I went to the beach and saw a cute guy. He was with his family. His two adorable little kids. I feel guilty for thinking he's cute. I mean he's married. I can't be crushing on someone who is married. 

Anyway, a thought that keeps coming to me lately is "If I were to get married, I had to marry someone rich and powerful. So that nobody can bully me." I hate people around me. I feel sexually harassed every day. I don't feel comfortable at all at my workplace. Sometimes I get the urge to fucking hit those people. I almost wish these people are dead. I realize that I have to face this kind of people even after they are gone. Therefore the only solution I could think of is "marry someone rich and powerful". I know that's impossible. But it's not wrong to have such wish right?