zero.

Zero motivation. Zero interest. Zero energy.

Even typing this takes so much effort.

I can't focus on one thing. I find myself losing interest instantly.

I try to watch some shows but none of them excite me. 

I have to work tomorrow but all I think about is what excuse I can give to avoid going to work.

I hate the fact that I have to socialise tomorrow. I want to be alone. I don't want to talk to anyone. 

I can't just do what I want, can I?

I bought flights tickets but I'm not even excited about my trip. I haven't even booked my accommodations. And the trip will take 7 days. I just don't feel motivated to do anything. 

I'm thinking of cancelling my trip. Should I just stay home? 

But this home is what makes me depressed, I think. I need to get away from it. But where can I go? I've got nowhere to go. 

The trip? I don't know. I just don't feel like doing anything.


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