zero.
Zero motivation. Zero interest. Zero energy.
Even typing this takes so much effort.
I can't focus on one thing. I find myself losing interest instantly.
I try to watch some shows but none of them excite me.
I have to work tomorrow but all I think about is what excuse I can give to avoid going to work.
I hate the fact that I have to socialise tomorrow. I want to be alone. I don't want to talk to anyone.
I can't just do what I want, can I?
I bought flights tickets but I'm not even excited about my trip. I haven't even booked my accommodations. And the trip will take 7 days. I just don't feel motivated to do anything.
I'm thinking of cancelling my trip. Should I just stay home?
But this home is what makes me depressed, I think. I need to get away from it. But where can I go? I've got nowhere to go.
The trip? I don't know. I just don't feel like doing anything.
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