lost.

I'm lost. What do I do with my life?  After I finish form six, where do I go? What do I do? Get a job? Get into uni? Idk. Getting a job, what job? Get into uni, and study what course? I'm almost 19 and I'm still lost. I still haven't figured out what to do with my life. I need a plan. I need money. I need a job. This is so hard. How do some people do it? How do they figure out what to do with their life? How do they know what they want is actually what they need? Damn. I envy these people. Who know exactly what they want in their life. Who aren't lost. I'm so fucking lost. Someone need to show me the way, the direction, where do I go or what do I do to get un-lost. Being lost sucks. It makes me feel like life isn't worth it. It makes me feel like dying is better than living. I don't want to feel this way. I don't want to be lost anymore.