I wanna live in dreams.

Rain.

It's quiet except for the sounds of rain and the cars passing by.

But doesn't that mean it's not quiet?

Well that is quiet to me.

It's almost 12 and I don't feel like getting up. The weather is making me all lazy. And today I had a somewhat good dream. I don't even know what was happening but I felt good when I woke up. I wish I could stay in dreams. Bad things and good things could happen, I would feel scared or happy but I can always get out of it, unlike reality. Nothing is permanent. I like that about dreams. 

Sometimes I sleep just to dream. It's random but at least I don't suffer in dreams as much as I suffer in real life. My life is not that bad I know. There are people in far worse situation than I am. But let's not compare my life with others. I'm just talking about how I feel about my life. It's depressing. It's almost hopeless. I just want to feel better. And dreams give me that. My problems do not exist in dreams. How great is that?

Anyway, I should really get up now. Bye.