I'd rather die tbh.

I'm so angry and so tired.

I hate everyone.

What am I? A second-class employee? I don't deserve to get a leave while everything is easy for some people? 

And why is it only me? Why do I have to do everything while others don't have to do a thing. 

We get paid the same. So why?

We should have the same right, so why do they get special treatment? 

Why am I the only one being bullied? 

Is it because I'm a woman? Is it because I'm unmarried? So am I worth less when I'm an unmarried woman? 

These people think I'm happy here. Just because they see me laughing.

I never once feel happy here. I hate this place. I hate the people here. How can I feel happy?

If I could kill, there would be a lot of dead people here already. 

I despise them. 

I want to leave. 

I want to quit.

But I can't quit. I hate that I can't quit. 

I hate that my future lies in the hands of these people that I despise. 

I want to kill them, but I can't.

I'm so fucking tired of everything.

When will it stop?