I need time, I already have space.

 




I have been wanting to write this post since I saw this episode. 

I think I can relate to him.

That's me as well. I only interact with people at work. No one else outside of work. 





This helps me to justify my feelings for my colleague. 





Something for me to try. I think I'm already doing it. But I still miss him. He still crosses my mind. I still wonder about him. 



And this happened to me today. We were talking about some stuff. My colleagues started mentioning his name. So I joined the conversation by talking about him as well. I could have just kept quiet, not mentioning his name at all. But I couldn't help it. I felt excited hearing his name coming up in our conversation. So I did it. It felt different when I said his name out loud. After the conversation I felt a bit embarrassed. I was thinking about how I made it so obvious that I liked him. I was scared they would see right through me. I hope not. Nobody can find out before I get over him. I need time. I need more time. We're not even seeing each other at work but I still think about him. This is real bad. I'm running out of time.











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