No regrets allowed.
I saw my previous post and went "Eh? Wait a minute." After reading that post again, I thought ”What the fuck is wrong with my head?".
The only thing I agree about in that post was that I was delusional. I truly was. He's not interested in me one bit. And as for me, now I'm in the process of getting over him because I finally realized that he's the same as someone I dislike. He's the kind of person that I hate. We're not right for each other. So, I will make sure to get rid of my stupid feelings as soon as possible. I'm already halfway there. I didn't even feel that excited anymore when he talked to me. Because I kept getting reminded of the kind of person he is. His real personality which doesn't match with mine. I'm starting to hate him little by little just like how I hate his friend. I never show it though. I still laugh when they talk to me. But inside I was cursing. I hate it with all my heart. They were teasing me seriously. And they were using me. I hate it. I hate them. I feel like I'm being bullied. I have more to talk about. But I'm close to tears now by just typing this. I think I'm gonna rest first. Maybe I'll talk about it tomorrow.
Anyway I have no regrets. I don't need a man. Maybe I do but I don't need bullies. I don't need people who always try to run away from responsibilities. I am fine with being on my own.
Good night.
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